I used to talk on the phone a lot.
It was an escape for me to hop on the phone with my girlfriends and chatter away the stress of the day. It was comforting and familiar, but it ate up a lot of time that I could have used to process what was going on in my life.
I felt like I had to consult with other people before I could make a decision on my own. I thought I had to please everyone before I could even consider pleasing myself.
Over time, I began to realize that some things would have to be sacrificed to create the space I would need to become the driven person I had inside of me. I would have to put my needs first, and oh boy did I feel guilty about it.
Despite my guilt, my decision to preserve myself for my creative thinking process changed my life.
I became less cranky and anxious, I felt more mindful and present as a mom, partner, and friend. And when it comes to purpose, I became constantly inspired. I went from sitting on the phone complaining and distracting myself, to giving myself time for self-reflection and to expose myself to more of my feel-good indulgences like reading, music and art.
The fear of disapproval from others deters most people from carving out the space they need to be alone and enjoy their own company. They don’t want to hear the criticism and the guilt trips. I didn’t want to hear it either, but if I hadn’t made this shift, I would probably be on medication right now for anxiety and depression.
I couldn’t live that way anymore, constantly at the mercy of everyone else's intentions and over-involving myself in too many things. I felt myself pulling away from it all but at first I worried about not being every woman and not being able to take care of everyone all the time.
Women often struggle with this “Superwoman Syndrome.”
We want to nurture and be responsive and present in our relationships, but in doing so with no boundaries, we neglect our need to self-focus and explore ourselves. This leads to burn out, lack of inspiration and it hurts our relationships in the long run. We can’t be fully present in the lives of our loved ones if we are not first fully present with ourselves.
A key element of living a purposeful life is respecting yourself enough to set boundaries and make changes to your lifestyle as needed. When life gets busy and out of hand, you need a strong but loving voice that you’re not afraid to use to protect your peace of mind. By making soul-centered personal choices—adding what you need and subtracting what you don’t—you are valuing yourself and creating a meaningful life.
Finding purpose can be as simple as removing all obstacles that keep you from yourself.
It’s not about cutting everyone off, it’s about making sure that you are carving out enough space for yourself. I won’t sugar-coat it—everyone won’t understand and feelings might get hurt. But you have to let go of the need for approval, claim your independence and honor your needs.
Try this at home.
Consider the following examples of ways in which you add to your own overwhelm and mental, spiritual clutter. Grab your journal, write down each one that affects you, how it manifests in your life and how you can begin to release it.
Procrastination —You know what you need to do but you simply don’t do it.
Victim Complex —You blame the people and responsibilities of your life for being too demanding instead of looking at how you can set clearer boundaries.
Overwhelmed by Overwhelm —You don’t know where to start so just don’t change anything.
Giving up too easily – As you soon you receive push back, you give in and nothing changes.
Unrealistic Expectations —You are too hard on yourself and don’t make stress management a priority.