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Alvin Ailey’s Hope Boykin On Becoming Comfortable In Her Own Skin


Alvin Ailey’s Hope Boykin On Becoming Comfortable In Her Own Skin
Hope Boykin by Andrew Eccles & Matthew Kara
By Erickka Sy Savané

If you’ve ever seen Hope Boykin dance onstage, you’ve witnessed modern dance at its finest. For 18 years, the North Carolina native has been giving us the ‘theatrical experience’ that has made the Alvin Ailey American Dance Theater
one of the most celebrated dance companies in the world. As the eldest
company member, Hope is a throwback to Alvin Ailey’s early days, when
pioneers like renowned dancer and Artistic Director Emerita Judith Jamison, a woman she greatly admires and considers a mentor, told stories from their toes to their fingertips.


Yet she’s completely relevant today. With her beautiful dark skin, powerhouse body, and bald head, Hope is giving us unapologetic blackness. We recently caught up with her as she rehearses for the start of this year’s season at the City Center in New York (Nov 29-Dec 31), where she will be dancing in some of Ailey’s most popular pieces, as well as showing the ballet she choreographed, ‘r-Evolution, Dream.’ Here Hope shares with us what it means to be comfortable in her own skin.

 Have you always felt comfortable in your skin?
No. Growing up in the South I felt like it was a punishment to be dark
skinned. I’d hear references to being so dark and unattractive. There
was always the feeling that I wasn’t enough. It took time for me to
appreciate me for me.

Alvin Ailey’s Hope Boykin On Becoming Comfortable In Her Own Skin
A young Hope Boykin

When did things begin to change? 
Once I got to Howard University and I was surrounded by people who were
comfortable in their skin, these black people seemed more accepting,
more diverse. There were so many different types of people from so many
places and everyone was so beautiful; it didn’t matter what complexion
you were. It trickled into what I was learning about myself, and one day
I looked in the mirror and I liked the shape of my eyes, my nose, and
my lips fit my face. I wasn’t cured, but I was starting to like the way I
was put together.

How did you step into what’s become your look? 
It was September of 93 and I moved to New York to study at the Ailey
school. I couldn’t afford to keep my hair looking what I considered
decent- at the time it was relaxed, I was dancing all day, and it was
impossible – so after trying unsuccessfully to maintain it myself, I
realized that it would be better to just cut it all off. It turned out
to be the best thing I could have done because it was like seeing myself
for the first time; I didn’t even know my ears squared off at the top. I
could only evaluate my face based on my features and I liked them.

Alvin Ailey’s Hope Boykin On Becoming Comfortable In Her Own Skin
Hope Boykin shot by Steve Vaccariello

Did you ever wonder what shaving your head might do to your dance career?  
No because Judith Jamison had short hair. When you have admired someone
like that it makes it easier. If there is ever a role that calls for
something else, because maybe my look doesn’t fit the period, just like
putting on a costume, I will wear a wig. It’s all a part of the
character, it doesn’t change who I am.

What’s the best advice you’ve gotten?
I was brought up in a really good time and introduced to dance while a
lot of pioneers were still living, so I got a chance to understand their
approach and be guided in a special way. The interesting thing about
then and now is they didn’t hesitate to tell you the truth. If they
thought that something didn’t work it didn’t mean that you didn’t work.
Today we don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. We’re in a softer
society, but not really. It’s kind of contradictory because we are not
afraid to post and share on social media but we are afraid to be honest
with one another. The people who really encouraged me, from my mother to
Judith Jamison, weren’t afraid to tell me the truth.

Who do you look up to beauty-wise? 
Hmmm…this may sound strange, but I love Miami. I love seeing these
mothers on the beach with their children being free and just enjoying
themselves. Seeing how proud and secure and confident they are in their
bodies is so revealing and I appreciate that.

Alvin Ailey’s Hope Boykin On Becoming Comfortable In Her Own Skin
Hope Boykin by Jerry Metellus

What’s your beauty advice to others? 
I’m 5’2, so on a day when I find myself wishing that I had longer legs
and arms so I can get greater extension, or I’m wishing that I had what
someone else has, I remind myself that I’m wonderfully made. God gave me
the right amount of everything, and that’s what I try to teach others. I
want people to look in the mirror and know that what they have is the
right percentage. We can strive to do the things that make us stronger,
healthier and give us longevity, but in the end it’s all about accepting

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Alvin Ailey’s Hope Boykin On Becoming Comfortable In Her Own Skin
Erickka Sy Savané is managing editor of, a wife, mom, and freelance writer based in Jersey, City, NJ. Her work has appeared in,,, and more. When she’s not writing…wait, she’s always writing! Follow her on Twitter, Instagram or  

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