|The Awakenings Project by Marissa Southards
By Sharee Silerio
When Marissa Southards picked up a camera three years ago, she was simply trying something new. One day, her husband Brian, a pencil artist, brought a professional-level camera home so he could work in a different medium.
Active in St. Louis protests and the Black Lives Matter movement, she took the camera into the streets to capture what was going on.
“You see an image, and it angers you, or it makes you mad. Or it inspires you. We are now equipped with the ability to tell our own story, because we have cameras now. One of the best quotes that I have ever heard was ‘The revolution will not be televised.’ And it won’t be. We’re telling our own story and we’re doing it through pictures.”
After reviewing her protest photos, Southards’ husband noticed that she captured some unforgettable moments. Though her work was beautiful, she rejected the part of her that was an artist.
“I felt like, I’m a mom. I’m a career professional. I’m a wife. I’m an activist. These are the most important things,” she said. “Yes, I have this creativity, but I’m not going to do anything about it.”
After flipping through Instagram, she came upon a photo of her friend Ashley, covered but topless, fully without shame.
“Her attitude was, ‘If you don’t like it, look away, but I love who I am.’ There was something about this woman owning everything about who she is that sparked something in me. I call it Revelation X because it was that true moment that I realized I am really stuck in my own way.”
With her husband’s help, she took a photo of the word “empowered” on her bare back, put it in black and white, and then posted it on social media. She received a lot of positive feedback, and her friend Julie proposed using her space, the botanical beauty store Blissoma, for a shoot. After planning and promoting, they expected 10, maybe 12 women to show up.
“There was a line. I ended up getting 52 women, girls and Trans women who were ready to reclaim themselves. Every woman chose a word that best reflected them, and it was not the label that society gave them,” says Southhards.
Thus, on October 29, 2016, The Awakenings Project was born in St. Louis, Missouri. The series was so powerful that Southards did it again. This past summer, she shot Awakenings II in Mattoon, IL, St. Louis, and Chicago, which included 101 participants. Awakenings III, which kicked off in Chicago this past weekend, has a wait list and will span multiple cities such as Louisville, Kentucky; Mobile, AL; St. Louis; Mattoon; and more.
Using the body as a form of empowerment, protest, healing and reclamation has become a passion for Southards. This January, she planned an action during the St. Louis Women’s March when its leaders decided to silence women of color by disregarding their point of view, feelings and experiences.
“For generations, white women’s bodies have been put on a pedestal. They have been used to shame women of color. Specifically, if you don’t fit this idea, if you don’t look like me, we’re going to shame you. We decided to take back the messaging of our own bodies,” Southhards explains.
During the march, seven women walked down Market Street with little to no clothing on, and messages written on them such as: 53% of white women voted for Trump; Black Women Matter; Black Trans Women Matter; Resist; and No Justice, No Peace. By the end of the march, the group had grown to about 42 women.
|Women’s March 2017
Kelly Morrison, one of the models for Awakenings II, also participated in Southards’ Women’s March action says,
“There is something really beautiful and empowering about stripping away the context of everyone’s opinion of you and focusing on how you see yourself, and putting that word on your body for all to see.”
When using the female body as a form of protest, Southards feels that it’s important to focus on issues that impact all women.
“Body as canvas is not a form of protest utilized very often. There’s a very human element to it, and it’s very risky,” says Marissa. “You have to be very cautious about it. But because it is so visual, the impact is bold. There is no way to ignore it.”
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